If you’re reading this now, you should know that this isn’t
typed on blogger, I’m typing this on Microsoft Word because I’m at Tanah Merah
Kelantan right now where there is, sadly, not a single wireless network to
connect!
Well, there is ONE but it needs a password. And it would be unethical to use a neighbor’s expense paid network just because you’re in desperation to alleviate your boredom during nocturnal hours.
Well, there is ONE but it needs a password. And it would be unethical to use a neighbor’s expense paid network just because you’re in desperation to alleviate your boredom during nocturnal hours.
This will probably be
copy-pasted later on. But if not, then I’m not talking to anyone I guess
because no one would read this besides myself who is currently doing the
typing. :forever alone mode: (Yeah, I’ll cry you, or myself, a river if I could
:p )
Tomorrow will be Raya Hajj and I’m not putting any effort to
go to sleep and wake up early. Well, I’m not used to sleeping at the right
times, basically. (In lefie’s term, the right times would mean from 10 to
12.30) But it’s also partly due to the fact that I’m anxious and stressed out
to what my SAT score would be. My best rational guess for the outcome would be
1700-1800, but then again, it could be worse. And maybe by some miracle, it
would be 1900 and above.
But one thing’s for sure, I really REALLY do not want to go
for another SAT reasoning test. Why? Because if I go for another test, it’ll
cost another 300 sums of MYR from Mother’s purse and I would gulp down the most
guilt-infested lump of stone if that happens. Stones do not taste good in
general.
I don’t even think it’s possible for me to catch up to the
SAT score report deadline for some of my choice Universities who have higher
standards of meeting their requirements regarding the 75 percentile of admitted
students.
Lastly, there’s a huge possibility that it might not change
anything and even worse, the scores would be worse than before. All that dough
spent, to life’s waste-bin it goes.
What I want more than anything right now (except the fact
that my scores would be better than what my pessimistic thoughts anticipated)
is to have the inspiration to write something for my essays, and recommendation
letters. I, for one, am not good at writing serious things. I’m a
non-conformist when it comes to writing. I’d put forward writing a load of crap
on my blog rather than writing about things that actually matters such as what
is said above.
For the essays, I guess it’s my own problem. But who does a
recommendation letter regarding his/her own attributes and character?
*sigh* I’m really gonna have to try though; I’ve got no time
to lose now…
