Darknessesssss

Haven't posted anything for a while now. Feels kinda weird jump-starting a convenient habit (by meaning that I conveniently developed this habit to avoid writing important things like college admission essays, assignments, etc)

I'm bad I know :(

Notice the skin change? :D

Not really a change of skin, the template is still the same boring ol' "simple" template by blogger since I'm too too lazy to code my own (haha really? code? I haven't gotten into those things since 6th grade) or find a cooler looking blog skin from other websites. But yeah, I guess I don't really give that much beef to site appearances as I thought I would.

Why I changed it though? wellll I was bored yesterday and I have been frequently listening to sad and sultry music. I'll tell you how they both coincide in order to trigger my mind into changing the skin, but I want to talk more on my mild obsession with devastating songs first. I guess it's ever since I bought the "Coexist" album by The xx and became totally addicted to its sounds of pure longing and emotion stirring beats, not to mention awesome guitar and bass sounds, I started going into more of their stuff, such as songs I didn't listen to from their first album. And I came to this conclusion: You can't just listen to one xx song and stop at there, you'll want to listen more because even after you've heard that song once, the guitar riffs(if that's what you call it, their's sound more like chimes or bells to be more precise) echo in your head until you feel restless if you don't listen to that song again right away. I discovered other bands similar to their sound too, and fell in love again with Sufjan Stevens. I guess I'm just a person who loves depressing lyrics (not saying all of their lyrics are depressing, 'Our Song' is definitely excluded).

So yeah, the moodiness in the aftermath and boredom brought me into altering the color, background and header of my blog. Nothing big though.

My lil sis said that it doesn't look good. Pffft

I like it.