Though as a paradox, the topic I would most certainly bring out when talking to close friends centers around, well, me.
And I hate that factor, because it seems as if I hadn't anything better to come up with in surging a conversation other than "blah blah I did blah bla me bla blahbla my something, blah." Should I proclaim this as narcissism? But I have no sense of pride in talking about things that concern me. Why you may ask? hahahahah (this is toneless by the way). Well, I can say that I am the most boring human to ever roam in the sea of wonderful and interesting people. So why in the world would I be proud?
Okay, before I plunge my self-esteem from elaborating the latter statements, I think It's best if I stop deprecating myself. Really, there isn't any need for me to exacerbate my conundrums by being a stick in the mud who wont quit complaining and be happy for what she has in gain. So in this post, I'm going to try all my might to succinctly describe what I know about that humanoid amoeba we all know as Noor Afifa.
And I hate that factor, because it seems as if I hadn't anything better to come up with in surging a conversation other than "blah blah I did blah bla me bla blahbla my something, blah." Should I proclaim this as narcissism? But I have no sense of pride in talking about things that concern me. Why you may ask? hahahahah (this is toneless by the way). Well, I can say that I am the most boring human to ever roam in the sea of wonderful and interesting people. So why in the world would I be proud?
Okay, before I plunge my self-esteem from elaborating the latter statements, I think It's best if I stop deprecating myself. Really, there isn't any need for me to exacerbate my conundrums by being a stick in the mud who wont quit complaining and be happy for what she has in gain. So in this post, I'm going to try all my might to succinctly describe what I know about that humanoid amoeba we all know as Noor Afifa.
But gahhhh it's so hard! Is there any wonder why I express my love for hobnobs(ummmmm....hobnobs *guarghhh*drool) instead in the "About Me" section of my blogger profile? Okay...calm down fif, just start this with Bismillah and end it with Alhamdulillah (yes, the Nasyid is playing in my head).
hmmmm haha well since I uttered Basmallah, it would be inept if I don't begin with a courteous Muslim's preach for peace.
So, Assalamualaikum :)
Let's start with my appearance, well I am sadly...very short. My height would be between 4'9" and 5'0".
This makes me sad sometimes, especially when people point it out. But it's okay! I am less likely to fall during an earthquake compared to a taller individual due to my lower center of gravity!
So, Assalamualaikum :)
Let's start with my appearance, well I am sadly...very short. My height would be between 4'9" and 5'0".
This makes me sad sometimes, especially when people point it out. But it's okay! I am less likely to fall during an earthquake compared to a taller individual due to my lower center of gravity!
Am I attractive? HAHAHAH well I like to consider myself as such, but it really depends on how you see me and whether my face isn't stretching in odd ways from recreating patterns of emotions outlandishly. (You dare challenge me to a face-off? well, be prepared to make yourself REALLY UGLY if you wanna knock me off of my pedestal of glory!). Well it's really up to you to judge, I got told a lot that I look Indian or something which is partly due to having slight Indian genes inherited from my Atok. But really, I think I look like an aye-aye or a slow loris.
Well, not in this picture...but you'll see, soon :p
What am I like? I'm not really sure how I can answer this...but to make things cherry simple, I'll just sensibly prattle what comes to mind. I can say that I like to listen to people, I mean it doesn't really matter if I find what they talk about interesting or not, I just like to listen intently to what they have to say. I'd be lying if this applies to every moment of my life, but whenever a person has something to say and they meant it for me to hear them out then I'll listen to them with no hesitation and God forbid I ever ignore them. Because I'm generally emotional and I'm almost always hurt when people disregard what I want to talk about; so I don't want people to be hurt from my insensitivity. I guess I'll always be there when my friends needs someone to express themselves to, but I am really of no help if they seek consolation or damn good advices. Speak of emotional, I am the very definition of that word. I don't really cry 24-7 but I am a person who healthily expresses her emotions to scathe everyone I meet (which is really bad because I really don't wish for them to become afflicted by me). But if you want to know my emo-level, try reading my past blog posts.
Other than that, I am almost purely introverted. Don't get me wrong, I love interacting with people. But just not for too long and especially not with the same person for all times. I like to fly away into my own realm to escape the real world every once in a while...So If you see me looking at you without blinking, it means I'm unconsciously on autopilot in my voyage. I hate to admit it, but it does a have an irksome downside because I get pretty awkward with a lot of people. But if you're one if those fine Gems who captured the very essence of my value to our friendship, you'll bet I'd do whatever I can to make it last.
I'm in love with a lot of things, personalities, art, science and a bit of culture. I like learning about really interesting people and how they interact with, well, everything I guess. So if I ask you loads of questions about yourself, then I'm totally hooked up with your personality ;D
But don't get me started on ART, instead, do whatever you can to stop me because I can just go on and on. The field of art that triggers me primarily is music, not to sound cliche, but it really is a part of my soul. Just hearing the sounds of an acoustic guitar drifts me off into incessant gaiety.
I like knowing stories through the medium of art, whether it be in songs, paintings or poems. I can be emotionally engrossed with lyrics of songs from the 60's till 90's and great, meaningful songs of today.
(ugh really wanna put more, but it's getting too long and I want to work on my assignments..)
Not sure if this would shock you (because some of my friends were) but I'm a Trekkie and an Avatard. I've been an Avatard ever since the show premiered on nickelodeon and I still have goosebumps after watching their episodes (STILL man, and they're shiver-me-timbers kind of goosebumps :o ). I just adore its overall Asian influence and the richness of its culture and art. I'm still a N00B in the Trekkie world though (I'll get right on that! I bet you I'll finish all the next Generation episodes by the end of this year and all the other Star Trek episodes before I fly off to the USA!!) You don't know how much that show means to me. Scientific discovery, it just compels me to the extent that I wish to dedicate my life to Physics and do as much as I can to learn and discover.
Religion-wise, I am still trying to improve myself. Learning about this beautiful Deen has given me so much reason to live for. Shamefully, I am still engulfed in hedonism. I really wish it weren't so and I really want to learn about Islam! About Rasulullah S.A.W. and how I should surge my love for him and Aisyah R.A. so that I can try to mimic the wonderful ways she cherish Islam and Knowledge. And most importantly, I want to learn about my Lord, my Creator, the ever Forgiving and Merciful, Allah S.W.T....
I hope I never loose the grasp of my faith...
I guess that pretty much covers almost everything there is about me...
Think I should join The Brother's Amoeba? :p
No matter what, though...I still think I'm pretty special :)
Peace and Watermelons! Assalamualaikum...
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Well, not in this picture...but you'll see, soon :p
What am I like? I'm not really sure how I can answer this...but to make things cherry simple, I'll just sensibly prattle what comes to mind. I can say that I like to listen to people, I mean it doesn't really matter if I find what they talk about interesting or not, I just like to listen intently to what they have to say. I'd be lying if this applies to every moment of my life, but whenever a person has something to say and they meant it for me to hear them out then I'll listen to them with no hesitation and God forbid I ever ignore them. Because I'm generally emotional and I'm almost always hurt when people disregard what I want to talk about; so I don't want people to be hurt from my insensitivity. I guess I'll always be there when my friends needs someone to express themselves to, but I am really of no help if they seek consolation or damn good advices. Speak of emotional, I am the very definition of that word. I don't really cry 24-7 but I am a person who healthily expresses her emotions to scathe everyone I meet (which is really bad because I really don't wish for them to become afflicted by me). But if you want to know my emo-level, try reading my past blog posts.
Other than that, I am almost purely introverted. Don't get me wrong, I love interacting with people. But just not for too long and especially not with the same person for all times. I like to fly away into my own realm to escape the real world every once in a while...So If you see me looking at you without blinking, it means I'm unconsciously on autopilot in my voyage. I hate to admit it, but it does a have an irksome downside because I get pretty awkward with a lot of people. But if you're one if those fine Gems who captured the very essence of my value to our friendship, you'll bet I'd do whatever I can to make it last.
I'm in love with a lot of things, personalities, art, science and a bit of culture. I like learning about really interesting people and how they interact with, well, everything I guess. So if I ask you loads of questions about yourself, then I'm totally hooked up with your personality ;D
But don't get me started on ART, instead, do whatever you can to stop me because I can just go on and on. The field of art that triggers me primarily is music, not to sound cliche, but it really is a part of my soul. Just hearing the sounds of an acoustic guitar drifts me off into incessant gaiety.
I like knowing stories through the medium of art, whether it be in songs, paintings or poems. I can be emotionally engrossed with lyrics of songs from the 60's till 90's and great, meaningful songs of today.
(ugh really wanna put more, but it's getting too long and I want to work on my assignments..)
Not sure if this would shock you (because some of my friends were) but I'm a Trekkie and an Avatard. I've been an Avatard ever since the show premiered on nickelodeon and I still have goosebumps after watching their episodes (STILL man, and they're shiver-me-timbers kind of goosebumps :o ). I just adore its overall Asian influence and the richness of its culture and art. I'm still a N00B in the Trekkie world though (I'll get right on that! I bet you I'll finish all the next Generation episodes by the end of this year and all the other Star Trek episodes before I fly off to the USA!!) You don't know how much that show means to me. Scientific discovery, it just compels me to the extent that I wish to dedicate my life to Physics and do as much as I can to learn and discover.
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| You're partly the reason for my blog name. The rest is due to influence by that Shin's song "Australia" |
Religion-wise, I am still trying to improve myself. Learning about this beautiful Deen has given me so much reason to live for. Shamefully, I am still engulfed in hedonism. I really wish it weren't so and I really want to learn about Islam! About Rasulullah S.A.W. and how I should surge my love for him and Aisyah R.A. so that I can try to mimic the wonderful ways she cherish Islam and Knowledge. And most importantly, I want to learn about my Lord, my Creator, the ever Forgiving and Merciful, Allah S.W.T....
I hope I never loose the grasp of my faith...
I guess that pretty much covers almost everything there is about me...
Think I should join The Brother's Amoeba? :p
No matter what, though...I still think I'm pretty special :)
Peace and Watermelons! Assalamualaikum...
Comelnyaa peepa.. (:
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