Self-Consolation

Lately I've noticed how emotional I have been through my recent posts. I find myself to be a person who can't handle slight changes occurring to my life routine whether it be with friends, family or studies. I mean, clearly I am reluctant to accept it and I end up destroying my soul and happiness. As sister Kye once told me, and emotional teenager is rarely an attractive one.

So I'd like to make this post to list out facets of my life which I think I should value more and cherish;

1. I have a mother who truly loves me and tries to protect me in every way she can to ensure that I would be on the right track on following the teachings of our Deen.

2. My kinship with siblings are great! it may not be perfect, there are awkward moments here and there but I wouldn't have it any other way. I have so much fun with Tasnim and Kayyah had always been there for me for as long as I can remember.

3. My cousins are FREAKING awesome, doesn't matter whether they're form my Mother's side or My Dad's side. Well, Mom's side is more to the kid-ish awesomeness (cause most of them are still young) while Dad's side has all the cool older cousins who were pretty much the BOSSES of lighting up fireworks during Eid Celebration in Kota Baharu :)

4. My aunts and uncles are always looking out for me, I mean, I am their favorite and adorable niece! :D (a lil' narcissism there cause I kinda feel upbeat now)

5. My Grandparents from Mom's side are still alive and healthy and Mok Tok (Grandma from dad's side) is still doing better than most people who had encountered strokes, memory loss and is under high blood pressure. I mean, she still remembers her hafazan from the Quran, how awesome is that? Alhamdulillah. And I know they are always praying for the best of my future.

6. As far as studying goes, I'm not completely obstinate to study and do my best. Of course, laziness comes here and there but my realization of it's importance is still strong. It's a pity how I see kids my age or younger completely neglect books and learning, when sometimes they can actually be the primary source of escapism from the harsh realities of life.

7. From the F to the R to the I E N D S! ( too long to make a cheer I guess. (HEEYYYY that rhymed!)) well, friends have their ups and downs. Sometimes I'm close to them, and other times we become strangers, and then become close once again. It's annoying and I'm still going through that awful phase of having problems with friendship. But I can't say I haven't made really wonderful ones who love me dearly almost as much as I love them :)

Hmmmm I have no more to write. Not saying I don't have more things to be thankful for, but really my will for typing had ceased. So I shall conclude this post with a picture of a snow alien my lil sis Tasnim made when we went to Europe and played with our first snow.


Note: It was supposed to be a snow man.