Plu?

You wanna know the whole truth?
I just feel unneeded,
I need you,
But it feels like you don't need me.

Why should you, right?
Everyone else around you has qualities I could never grasp,
Hilarity, Fun, and greater knowledge,
I, on the other hand, am nothing in comparison.
I don't know how to make you laugh or counteract to your humor,
Like some others can.
I don't know how to make you feel impressed or moved by any of my stories,
while others do it effortlessly.
I can't even look into your eyes,
It makes me all shriveled in insecurity about things I just can't provide.

All I ask is to know what I am through your eyes,
Do I mean ANYTHING to you?
You're giving me all the impression that I don't.

I feel as if you take no heed,
And that you prefer not to...

Why would you, right?
I'm just another stranger you'd say hi and leave without any consideration.
I try so hard to not be like that to you,
But I feel like a tortoise who's trying to fly...

Only Allah can make me see the light at the end of this somber tunnel,
Please pray that I could see it faster...

Because I know that you have no more to say to help me.

WOOH! Time to take a chill pill and a hot shower. Afterwards I shall start on my physics assignment!
hmmmm or maybe I'll watch Star Trek instead...